Days like these, which happen more often than not, are a wonderful reminder that I am not at this alone. I usually forget this fact in the midst of the chaos in our life... especially being home every day all day long... Don't get me wrong it is most definitely wonderful that I get the privilege not many women get to be a SAHM, but just like any full time job... or 3... it's tiring. But today I am reminded that Jeremy is a wonderful help with picking stuff off the floor, doing dishes, putting girls in bed, and allows me to lock myself in my bedroom to unwind. I really am blessed! Not all husbands are this generous after a long stressful day at work. I love how somehow the Lord gives Jeremy extra energy to do these on the days I am completely exhausted... and gives me extra energy to complete the day when Jeremy has a rough day at work and needs time himself. God really does supply ALL our needs.
Another reminder today is that no matter how crazy the day goes, God is with me. Again, I forget this too often. If I don't wake up and have a pep talk with the Lord before the day begins I go through the day in my own strength... It does NOT go well! But as soon as I invite the Lord to sustain me and help me be a mom, HE DOES! I cannot explain exactly but the day is much smoother and peaceful. Thank you Lord for truly not leaving me and not forsaking me!
"And the Lord, He is the One who goes before you. He will be with you, He will not leave you nor forsake you; do not fear nor be dismayed."
Deuteronomy 31:8 NKJV
Rachel, you are most definitely NOT in this alone! God can and will give you the strength you need each day. I'm finding this out the hard was as well. It has been a big adjustment for me being a SAHM (and soon to be work-at-home-mom when I start working for my husband). I find it is more frustrating and difficult than most jobs I've ever had. It's also the most rewarding. I can't imagine doing what you do with twins and a baby...I feel like I'm losing it most days and I just have one toddler going through the terrible twos and an infant. How wonderful that your husband is so thoughtful and caring to help you once he gets home. You are right that most men don't do that. You have a real gem! I look forward to following your blog! Come by mine and follow me too! :)
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